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Hcp IY h¶v sXm«p hnfn¡pt¼mÄ

Aw_nImkqX³ am§mSv

BIkvanIambncp¶p FÃmw. Hcp Znhkw ImkÀtImSv Su¬ bp.]n. kvIqfnse Pn._n. hÕ³amjv Imª§m«pÅ Fs¶ t^mWn hnfn¨p. ImkÀtImSv Su¬ bn.]nbn Rm³ ]Tn¨n«pt­m F¶mWv amjv¡v Adntb­Xv.

_mc F¶ Ip{Kma¯nemWv Rm³ P\n¨Xv. ]Tn¨Xv _mc bp.]nbnepw DZpa sslkvIqfnepw. s]s«¶v Rm³ ]dªp.

"Hcp sImÃw Su¬ bp.]nbn ]Tn¨n«p­v."

amjpsS i_vZ¯n BÝcyw \ndbp¶Xv Rm³ A\p`hn¨p.

"GXp sImÃw?"

Rm³ HmÀ½n¨p. 1974emWv. Bdmw Xc¯nÂ. {Kma¯nÂ\n¶pw amdn Hcp sImÃw. ImkÀtImSv \Kc¯n ]mÀ¯Xnsâ \nch[n HmÀ½IÄ B \nanjw F¶n \ndªp.

"As¡mÃw IYtbm atäm FgpXnb HmÀ½bpt­m?"

"CÃ"

IY FgpXnbXnsâ BZy HmÀ½ F«mwXc¯nemWv. _tbmfPn BIÀjIambn ]Tn¸n¨ncp¶ cm[mIrjvW³ amjv, NpäpapÅ ImgvNbnÂs]Sm¯ kq£va PohnIsf¡pdn¨v ]dªpX¶t¸mÄ InSneap­mbn. cm{Xn Ip¯nbncp¶v AkzmØy¯n\v Xebpw hmepw \ÂIn IYbm¡n. ]ntä¶v cmhnse IY amsj Gev]n¨p. Xncn¨pIn«nbnÃ. AXv FhnsStbm \jvSs¸«ncp¶p. ]ns¶ H¼XnemWv HmÀ½. au\tKm]pcw, t{]Xw F¶o t]cpIfnsegpXnb IY bYm{Iaw _mecabv¡pw at\mca BgvN¸Xn¸n\pw Ab¨p. IrXyambn aS§n h¶ B IYIÄ Ct¸mgpw `{Zambn Fsâ kq£n¸nep­v. As¡mÃw Xs¶ XShv F¶ t]cn Hcp an\n¡Y N{µnI BgvN¸Xn¸n h¶p. A¨Snajn ]pc­ Fsâ BZy cN\.

amjv ho­pw tNmZn¨p.

"Aw_nImkpX³ F¶ t]cn A¶v ¢mÊn thsd Bsc¦nepw D­mbncpt¶m?"

Rm³ Nncn¨p

"Hcn¡epw D­mbn«nÃ. km[mcW t]cÃtÃm."

hÕ³ amjv ]dªp.

"F¶m Hcp AÛpXw tIt«mfp. Aw_nImkpXsâ {]Imi\w sN¿s¸« BZyIY Fsâ kvIqfnse GgmwXc¯nse Ip«nIÄ Is­¯nbn«p­v."

ssZhta! F\n¡v hnizkn¡m\mbnÃ. ]ns¶ Rm³ kzbw Ipäs¸Sp¯n. BZy Ipªns\ ad¶ IrXLv\³ Rm³. kw`hn¨Xv hÕ³ amjv hnhcn¨p. Hm^okv apdnbnse ]gb km[\§Ä IqSn¡nS¶ Aeamc hr¯nbm¡m³ So¨À Ip«nItfmSv Bhiys¸«p. I¯n¨pIfbm\pÅ km[\§sfms¡ \o¡ns¡m­ncns¡ Hcp ]gb ssIsbgp¯pamknI Ip«nIfpsS ssIbnÂs¸«p. kmlnXy Ipkpaw F¶v t]cv. I¶U `mjbnepÅ kmlnXyamWv A[nIw t]PpIfnepw. shdpsX t]PpIÄ adn¨psIm­ncn¡pt¼mÄ Hcp IYbpsS Ahkm\w Ip«nIÄ Aw_nImkpX³ BdmwXcw F¶p I­p. IYbpsS t]cv PohnX {]iv\§Ä.

Fsâ IYbn ]eXpw hÕ³ amjv B Ip«nIÄ¡v ¢mÊn hmbn¨psImSp¯n«ps­¶v ]n¶oSdnªp. AXpsIm­mhWw B t]cn AhÀ XSªp\n¶Xv. kmlmXyIpkpahpambn Ip«nIÄ amjpsS ASpt¯t¡mSn. 

I¯n¯oÀ¶p t]mIpambncp¶ Fsâ BZycN\ (Fs¶ kw_Ôn¨nSt¯mfsa¦nepw AXp \n[nbmWv. Im¡bv¡pw X³Ipªv s]m³Ipªv F¶p­tÃm) Is­¯m\mbXn\p ]n¶nÂ, Hcp ]pkvXIw ImWpt¼mÄ adn¨p t\m¡m\pw Hcp IY ImWpt¼mÄ \n¡m\pw Ip«nIfn t{]cWbp­m¡nb, \nc´cambn IYIfpw IhnXIfpw hmbn¨psImSp¯ncp¶ hÕ³amjmWv. Asæn Cu BZyw s]äXns\, ISnªqÂs]m«s\ F\n¡v Xncn¨pIn«pambncpt¶m.

asäm¶v Fsâ t]cn A]qÀhXbpw. thsd GtXm t]cmWt{X Aѳ \nÝbn¨ncp¶Xv. Ipªn\v t]cphnfn¡m³ IÀWmSIbnse {]kn²amb aqImw_nI t£{X¯nse¯n. ku]À®nIbn Ipfn¡m³ AÑ\pw A½bpw ]peÀs¨ Fgpt¶äp. A¶v sImSpwImSmWv. shfn¨ap­mbncp¶nÃ. hgn sXänsb¯nbXv Hcp Kplbn GI\mbn [ym\n¨psIm­ncp¶ k¶ymknbpsS ap¶nÂ. At±lw tIm]njvT\mbn. Ipªn\v t]cnSm³ h¶XmWv aqImw_nIbnse¶dnªt¸mÄ Ipªns\ A\p{Kln¨v k\ymkn kuay\mbn ]dªphs{X Aw_nImkpX³ F¶ t]cnSphm³. IpfnIgnªv t£{X¯nse¯n. kckzXnaÞ]¯nÂsh¨v Aѳ B t]cv Fsâ sNhnbn a{´n¨p. AÚmX\mb B tbmKohcy\pw AÑ\½amsc hgnsXän¨ hn[n¡pw \µn. At\Iw 

ssaepIÄ bm{XsNbvXv, IÃnepw apÅnepw k©cn¨v ku]À®nIbpsS hnip² XoÀ°¯n Fs¶ ap¡nsbSp¡m³ XmÂ]cys¸« amXm]nXm¡Ä¡v \µn ]dbmtam. thsd H   cp km[mcW t]cmbncp¶psh¦n t]PpIÄ adn¡pt¼mÄ Ip«nIÄ XSªp \n¡pambncpt¶m?

c­p Znhkw Ignªt¸mÄ amjv ho­pw hnfn¨p. Ip«nIÄs¡Ãmw IYmIr¯ns\ ImWm³ XmÂ]cyap­v. R§sfmcp kzoIcWsamcp¡p¶p. hcmXncn¡cpXv. Ip«nIÄ¡pth­n Hcp ]pXnb IYsbgpXn hmbn¡pIbpw thWw. Fsâ Is­Sp¯ IYsb¸än tNmZn¨t¸mÄ amjv ]dªp.

"AsXm¶pw Ct¸mÄ ]dbnÃ. FÃmw kkvs]³kmbncn¡s«. NS§nÂsh¨v am{Xta amknI Xpd¶v IY ImWn¨p XcnIbpÅp."

\nÝbn¡s¸« Znhkw, 30 sImÃw ap¼v ]Tn¨ kvIqfnse¯nbt¸mÄ BZyw FXntcäXv Hcp hnkvab¡mgvN. ap³hi¯v Nphcp \ndsb Ip«nIÄ F\ns¡gpXn amjns\ GÂ]n¨ \qdne[nIw I¯pIÄ H«n¨ncp¶p. asämcp Nphcn XncsªSp¡s¸« Ccp]tXmfw thsd I¯pIÄ! 

\nKqVamb ]p©ncntbmsS amjv ]dªp:

"CXpw t\cs¯ Adnbnt¡s­¶v Xocpam\n¨XmWv. C\nbpap­v Nne AÛpX§Ä. hgnsb Adnbmw."

Rm³ Xami¨ncntbmsS ]dªp.

"C§s\ ISemkpIÄsIm­v Nphcp \ndbv¡m³ tIcf¯nse Hcp kvIqÄ A[nImcnbpw X¿mdmhnÃ. {`m´pÅhtc X¿mdmIq."

amjv ]dªp.

"{`m´pÅhtc Cu temI¯n\pth­n Fs´¦nepw sNbvXn«pÅq."

amsj Btcm hnfn¨psIm­p t]mbt¸mÄ hcm´bn Rm³ Häbv¡mbn. I¯pIÄ hmbn¡m\pÅ t\cap­v. Ip«nIfpsS \njvI]Samb ssI¸SIfneqsSbpw \njvIf¦amb a\ÊneqsSbpw IS¶pt]mIth F\n¡v hÃmXmbn. amemJamsct¸mse Hmtcm I¯n \n¶pw Ip«nIÄ Ft¶mSv Nncn¨p. \me©v I¯pIÄ¡¸pdw F\n¡v hmbn¡m\mbnÃ.I®pIÄ \\bp¶Xmbn tXm¶n. AhnsS \n¶pw Rm³ s]s«¶v amdn. hÅn{Sukdn« Hcp Ip«nsbt¸mse Ime¯nsâ `mc§sfÃmw Hgnªv Rm³ hcm´bneqsS ImänsemgpIp¶Xp t]mse \S¶p.

BZyw Rm³ t\m¡nbXv B acw \n¶ ØeamWv. Hhnhp In«pt¼msgÃmw a[pcapÅ ]¨neIÄ X¶ t]tcmÀ½bnÃm¯ acw. BSns\t¸mse ]¨neIÄ Xn¶ B Bdmw¢mÊnse Ip«nsb F\n¡v ad¡phm\mInÃ. ]s£ acw F§pw I­nÃ. AhnsS Hcp ]pXnb tIm¬{Ioäv sI«nSw hfÀ¶p \n¶ncp¶p. kvIqÄtUbv¡v A¶v "A]kzc§Ä" F¶ Hcp \mSIw Rm³ Ifn¨ncp¶p. \mSIw Act§dnb tÌPn\v amäsam¶pw I­nÃ.

kvIqfn\Sp¯pÅ hensbmcp BÂac¯nsâ Nph«nemWv tbmKw tNÀ¶Xv. hÕ³amjv ]n¶n \n¶v FÃmw \nb{´n¨p. tcmlnXv F¶ Ip«n kzmKXw ]dªp. AkvanbbpsS hI ]qs¨­v. Fs¶ kZÊn\v ]cnNbs¸Sp¯nbXv e£van. 

tNmtZym¯c thfbn Ip«nIÄ tNmZn¨ tNmZy§Ä ]eXpw Ffp¸w t\cnSmhp¶hbmbncp¶nÃ. k¦Sw sIm­v IYsbgpXnbn«pt­m F¶ dmjbpsS tNmZyambncp¶p BZyw. F´n\mWv IYsbgpXp¶Xv? A¨Sn¨ BZy IY GXmWv? IYbpsS {]tbmP\w F´mWv? {]nbs¸« kz´w IY GXmWv? tNmZy§Ä A§s\ \o­pt]mbn. t]cpw {]ikvXnbpw IqSpt¼mÄ Imhymam[hs\t¸mse Cu \mSv hn«pt]mIptam F¶mbncp¶p \nXy{]` F¶ Ip«nbpsS k¦S tNmZyw. kvIqÄ eoUÀ kmPnXbmWv \µn ]dªXv. 

tbmKw Ignªt¸mÄ Ip«nIsfs¶ hnSmsX s]mXnªpIqSn. Fsâ ssI]nSn¨v dÒ¯v ]dªp.

"amtj Cu A\p`hw IYbm¡Ww." Rm³ XeIpep¡n.

Ip«nIfpsS Xnc¡v Ipdªt¸mÄ amdn \n¶ncp¶ icWy F¶ Ip«n Im¯ncp¶Xpt]mse AcnInte¡v h¶p. Bdmw¢mÊpImcnbmWv icWy. A¶v Rm³ ]Tn¨ AtX ¢mÊnÂ. NS§nÂsh¨v s]mXnªpsh¨ncp¶ amknI Xpd¶v BZyambn IY Fs¶ ImWn¡m\pÅ D¯chmZnXzw AhÄ¡mbncp¶p. AhfXv `wKnbmbn \nÀhln¡pIbpw sNbvXncp¶p. AhÄ¡v Ft´m ]dbm\ps­¶v tXm¶n. 

icWy tNmZn¨p.

amjnsâ BZys¯ ]pkvXIw Cu kvIqfnÂsh¨tà {]Imi\w sNbvXXv?

ssZhta! Rm\Xv HmÀ½n¨nÃtÃm. 12 sImÃw ap¼mWv. icWy P\n¨ hÀjambncn¡Ww "km[mcW thj§Ä" F¶ IYmkamlmcw shfn¨w I­Xv. kpIpamÀ Agot¡mSpw Sn.]ß\m`\pw F³.{]`mIc\pw kn.hn._meIrjvW\pw aäpw ]s¦Sp¯ NS§v. I¶Ubnse Adnbs¸Sp¶ bph IYmIr¯v iin `mSybmWv ]pkvXIw Gäphm§nbXv.

hnkvarXnbnembncp¶ Fsâ BZycN\ aq¶v ]Xnäm­n\ptijw F\n¡v BZyambn ImWn¨pX¶ 

icWy ]dªp.

"amtj. Rm³ iin `mSybpsS aIfmWv!"

icWybpsS c­v ssIIfpw Rm³ Iq«n¸nSn¨p. Iptd t\ct¯¡v H¶pw kwkmcn¡phm³ F\n¡mbnÃ.